为什么呢？

今天，心情好低落，沉闷...
我并没有生气，只是一直在想
难道我这样做有错吗？
是否我真的不能扮演这种角色？

好想回家
好想，好想

无言

开始想家了...
讨厌新的学期，新的课程，新的大学生活...
总觉得做了错的选择...
开始忙了，压力也自然而然的增加了...
我真的能handle眼前所有的事物吗？
我已经不懂了，应该是我不想去懂了...
能怨谁人呢？
只能怨自己，没能力...
有人能告诉我，我真的行吗？
好想，真的好想回家
我真的是好懦弱！讨厌现在的自己!

Happy Birthday to Me ;)

Today is my 21st birthday, I should be happy
But why I am not very happy with it???
It is because of the government hospital !!
They spoilt my mood today.
They told me today can debond, I felt happy and excited.
Coz I wear the stupid metal for almost five years
They keep on change my appointment.
Today i went there, they told me, oh, today no doctor,
why u din phone us b4 to confirm??
I said, no, last two week, u call me come by today.
They nothing to say, then ask me come again next month.
If i cant attend the appointment on next month, they said will delay to april.
Wat a stupid system.. They delay it for four months ald. I wait n wait...
I am a very patience ppl. I dont mind they delay it, but at least they phone me first if no doctor.
In the beginning I wan go to KL to cele my birthday with my sister n cousin.
Because of the appointment, we cancel it. Now..... appointment cancel, party also cancel..
Somemore, my results drop till i also dunwan to think n c with it..
Anyway, I dont mind with my result, coz I ald knw I cant get good result in this sem.
I wil try my best on next few sem....
Hospital, hospital...can u be more effective???
Don't let me feel disappointment with U again???

Lastly, I want to say :HAPPY BIRTHDAY: to me.. :)

期待... ...

这几天，不知为何... ...
总是期待着一些不可能实现的事情
能实现 ~ ~
心里好矛盾，好纳闷... ...
明知道是不可能的
为什么偏偏要酱执著呢？

Good Quotes for All - Part 1

The quotes below are meaningful and important in our daily life.

If you judge people, you have no time to love them. - Mother Teresa

In a day, if you dont come across any problems, you can be sure that you are travelling in a wrong path. - Swami Vivekananda

If someone feels that they had never make a mistake in their life, then it means they had never tired a new thing in their life. - Albert Einstein

Never break four things in our life, trust, relation, promise and heart because when they break, they don't make noise but pains a lot? - Charles Dickens

Three sentences for getting success : Know more than other, Work more than other, Expect less than other. - William Shakespeare

Cameron n Ipoh trip 2

Hi hi....
To be continued...
Now I just wan to continue to finish my trip.
The second day, we just went to the 茶园 to have a look...
There had a small rain but luckily we still can take some beautiful photo over there.
Afterwards, we went to buy some souvenirs for our family n frens..
The things is quite expensive but nice.
I just buy few only since I do not have enough money :(
Sorry for those I din give the souvenirs..hihi
After finish buy all the things, we went back to Ipoh to have lunch.
Then, I take 4.30pm bus to KL...
This is all about my trip during this holiday with my beloved coursemates.
Although the journey is quite short and just few of us can attend, I feel quite happy.
I can relax my mind and enjoy with my frens. It is full of fun.
I am waiting for the next trip.

Ipoh & Cameron trip --- 1 :)

Before holiday, we had already plan to have a trip during this holiday. Finally, we decide to go to cameron highlands. I like this place because i like the weather over there, it's not too cold and not too hot. I hope Terengganu weather is like that, but i know it is impossible :)
First station, we went to Ipoh. Fang n rocky bring us to c around the Ipoh. It was sad that because Mei Chee cant join us. Nvm, we still can play together in the next holiday. During the dinner time, we went to eat 芽菜鸡, I think this is the most famous food in Ipoh. We also met with our friends, Yan, Ying Jye and others in Ipoh. Of course, we had our dinner together. Afterwards, we went to sing K together with Kok Young. It was fun during the singing time. That Ping and Fang so naughty, they keep on change the words in the song lyrics, make me 哭笑不得. That night, we sing till no more voice. Then, we stay a night in Rocky's house.

In the second day, after we had our breakfast in Rocky's uncle food stall, we start our journey to Cameron Highlands. Once we arrived there, we find the hotel first. Oh, gosh...the room is so big, two single bed, then one queen size and one king size and cheap, all of us just five person. Tonight, we must have a sweet dream. Haha... Afterthat, we went to the CACTUS VALLEY. All of us(beside Young) also bought some cactus as souvenir for our friends.



After the CACTUS journey, we had our lunch and take a rest in the hotel. Then, we continue our next station, ROSE GARDEN, this is my favourite part. We had lots of jokes over there. Recently, we are busy to watch the HK drama 宫心计. Then, I am the Tai Huang Tai Hou, my mui mui is Fang Fang. We take the rose garden as our 御花园, we go there to 赏花．We also learn some dialogue from that drama, make Ping, Young and Rocky laugh and laugh... Anyway, we are enjoy. I like the rose garden mush . It's is amazing, full of flowers, beautiful enough...I am too shy to say that, hihi.... we take too much photo until 3 of our hp no more bacteri... sshh...



Then, we went to strawberry garden... Haiz..it's so disappointed that, we cant pick the strawberry over there... So, we just went to strawberry cafe to enjoy our ice cream, waffle....
During the dinner time, we had steamboat over there. My god...it's not worth at all...RM17 per person it's okay for me...the problem is the food..is too little and not nice aldo... I thought is
任拿任吃 :( It was so sad.... Haiz...
Then, we went back to our room... It was just 10.30pm. We are too free, Then, our lovely Ping decide to play card, she want to be the 神婆, help us 算姻缘. Luckily, I don't believe it. Afterwards, we play other games. It was too noisy until complaint by other tourists. Actually it is not our fault, just the 隔音 is too bad. Haha... Don't blame us...pls :(

To be continued...